Don't disrupt by these short videos. There are so many different words or opinions that will affect your thought. If you forget to read a book and will affect by them easily.
Their words also affect you easily and result some negative effects. Such as you have not enough thought to think about it just affect by them and result some unnecessary troubles.
So don't skeptical about yourself why you are different with others. Different people have different opinions. You can't require other people to agree with you just learning toaccept it. Don't avoid it or afraid of it. When you feel calm down and accept whatever happened in your life. You.will find there are so many interesting things that will absorb you.